I'm not going to fight or even start a war, it's not worth wasting my time. Accusing me of ruining your life makes no sense, I was only trying to help you before your dreams crashed into that mountain of devastation. I was never being an asshole. But we've been trying to say is you need to improve not just in art but in maturity. You are 17 years old, show them you really are your age.
Nobody is perfect and that's true but the way you're making me out is wrong. I've been trying to be reasonable and now even a pacifist but you treat all of this like I'm like I'm shooting you down which is not true.
This journal is a decree that I will not fight and will not waste my time with these matters ever again.
God bless and have a special day,